Why?

Why MrBak?

Why did you say you needed more time?
Are you fooling yourself?
Are you merely buying time?
Why are you so afraid to act?
Why are you holding back?
You know the opportunity is there
You know you have a certain advantage
You know you have her solution
Are you afraid you might not live up to her expectations?
You know you're not perfect but you know what you have to offer, don't you?

So Why MrBak?

Why are you so afraid of commitment?
Or are you just lazy?
Lack of self-confidence? Bullshit.
Assignments? Even more bullshit.
Are you still willowing in self-pity?
Are those fresh memories in your mind about the past still haunting you?
You know you can't afford to do that any longer
I thought you said you were moving on by now?
Why let the past inhibit you?

So what now MrBak?

Wanting to act on the spur of competition?
Oh wait a minute. You FEAR competition, don't you?
Look at Louis. Adrian.
Did you dare to stand up and put up a fight for the girl you love? NO.
All you did was keep coming up with lame excuses that the competition was unfair
Who says life is fair?

You've put yourself in contention without really doing anything.
And you know what you can do.
What are you waiting for MrBak?
Ask yourself

And answer them.