There's always tomorrow

I'm amazed at my own resilience

At other times, I would certainly have flipped. Given up. Look for something else. Forget about it. But now it seems there's more willingness to be patient. I'm suffering but I'm willing to go through it. This is really pathetic. Haha

Sheena's Birthday Photos!

Here's the pics from Sheena's birthday bash at Midvalley!

Well there's only one photo. So take a good hard look at it. Hahaha

Patience is a virtue

I ask myself, everyday, why. Why? Why? Why?

Why do I slog my ass off everyday, 9 to 12 hours a day, working at a shitty place.

Simple. Money.

You work and work and work. Reach home at 12am, tired and hungry, stomach calling for dinner. But at the end of the day, it is really worth it? Is earning tons of cash really that important?

Sigh.

=)

Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tinglies in a silly place

Don't be fooled by that smiley, my day was absolutely horrible.

From the moment I woke up till now. Sigh, I thought by finally going home, I'd feel at peace, but rupa-rupanya home's still the same. Home sweet home. Haha. Work at FCUK was more like FUCK. I wonder how long more can I take before I lose all my sanity.

But every cloud has a silver lining, hasn't it?

Luck played a huge part in it, but still, =)

God FCUK us all

You might think, I don't look,
But deep inside the corner of my mind,
I'm attached to you

I'm working in FCUK Parksons in Pyramid, not in Tangs.

Slept last night at Aaron's place (if 2 hours was considered sleep).

And now at KG's place.

'Ave never been as emo as I've been this past 2 nights in a long long time.

About the past. And the future.

And yes, I braved myself to listen to songs of the past for the first time in months.

I sang songs till it was 5 in the morning

The past will always cast a permanent shadow, but yet, the future is clouded.

Lets go for the jugular

So, after almost 2 weeks of inactivity, I'm back on the job scene. After working 5 different jobs in 7 different locations, my next appointment will be at TANGS Departmental Store in Sunway Pyramid. Now, most Malaysians will not have heard of TANGS before, unless they're frequent shoppers in Singapore. I've also mentioned that I'll never work as a sales promoter again, it's a job that I'm already done and dusted with, but with a pay of RM6.25 per hour, it's hard to resist.

The interview, however, was by far the most tedious one. I have no idea, how I manage to pass all my job interviews with flying colours, yet totally screw all my scholarships interviews. I think it has to do with my approach. With the job interviews, I usually don't mind if I fail (cuz I'm too lazy to work). So with my laid back and confident aura, I'd probably performed better compared to my scholarships interview where I might be more nervous and, desperate. For example, during this interview, my interviewer attempted to negotiate to bring down my pay to RM5 per hour, but I would not budge from the original RM6.25 per hour offer. Talk about arrogance. Hoho.

They also asked me to read a sample conversation on a piece of paper, consisting 3 paragraphs, to test my command of English. And then came the million dollar question :

"What is your understanding of fashion?"

Hellooo, I'm just applying for a sales promoter position, not a columnist in Vogue. But it was good experience though.

Went to Ikea with Jolene to look-see for new ideas for the refurbishment of my room, in case I decided to accept my parents' offer. And Nigel, Jolene's friend, came to join us for dinner. A really interesting and talented person at first glance, who's talents includes video editing, real estate, music, and is currently a graphic artist for Quiksilver.

This was his work. Haha

Plus, he's generous enough to give me 10 tickets to the Quiksilver Revolution Tour 2.0 in Sunway Lagoon on the 26th of January!

So to those interested in going, let me know!!

On days like this..

I was tired and sleepy, after spending the whole day at Ikano, helping my Disney Channel-Television-Celebrity-Superstar-Brother to purchase his iPod Nano. Sighhhh, at least while at the Mac Center, I get to get my hands on the iPod Touch for a few minutes, and even view my blog on it. Well, at least it's is hard earned money, in contrast with me, who at the moment doesn't have enough cash to do anything.

iPod Nano

I was contemplating whether or not to catch Man Utd vs Newcastle, which was at 1.15am seeing that I was pretty exhausted, but well, it's Newcastle. Hehe. (Sorry, Geordie fans). The match certainly did not disappoint, with United hitting 6 in the 2nd half. Pleased to see Ronaldo finally getting his hat-trick, and the fact that he does it without scoring any penalties makes it even better.

Ronaldo doing a Ronaldinho style free-kick

Newcastle's defence were a laughing stock. The only downside is that Rooney wasn't on the scoresheet, despite playing extremely well, and its also sad to see Alan Smith, whom I actually admire, being sent off for a meaningless protest.


New Look

I don't really know what happened to the old template; it just decided to malfunction just like that. Luckily I'm out of job, so I've all the time in the world to design a new one.

Speaking of that, I'm jobless now. Due to the fact that the busy period is over, me and KG are rendered..useless. Working there was almost the perfect job. I was being paid to watch Madagascar, Jaws, CSI, Channel [V], Mission Impossible, the Discovery Channel, chat online, finally update my Facebook, fix curtains, fix bedsheets, and best of all, meeting new people. Hehe.

The downside of it is, I have no idea how am I going to earn the remaining RM700 to buy the iPod Touch!!

Dr Chua


I'm as upset as any of Dr. Chua's supporters with his decision to resign from all his posts in the Government and the MCA. Outspoken, determined, resilient, hardworking, firm with a tinge of sarcasm, I've always rooted for him to challenge for the MCA Presidency once that lame ass fucker Ong Ka Ting finishes his 3rd term as party president.

The attempt to destroy his political career by using his personal life is disgraceful and unprofessional. In my view, he's always been a clean minister. So what if he has fucks around? If his ugly wife fails to satisfy his needs at home, does it make him a bad leader if he looks for an alternative? Does having an affair have anything to do with him being incompetent as a successful leader? For all its worth, i bet more than half of you hypocrites who lobbied for his resignation cheated on your wife with some cheap prostitutes.

I felt that instead of denying or claiming that it was being doctored, he came out bravely, full of guts to admit his mistake. Hats off to his character. But sadly, honesty is not always the best policy. However, Dr Chua, you'll always have my support if you ever wanna make a comeback.

My sympathies to you.