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This is The Lazy Blogger's 100th post!

First of all, congrats on your 100th post, it certainly reflects your consistency and determination to keep blogging.
Sarcasm appreciated. Thanks.

Let's begin then. Where were you on Sunday?
Super Sunday you mean? I was at Asia Cafe, with SK, KG and I think few hundred mad fans catching Man Utd whipping Liverpool's ass and Chelsea's comeback against Arsenal. Atmosphere was fantastic, especially when Nani scored the 3rd goal. The cheers were amazing, everyone raised the hands in unison, it was hair-raising and fantastic.

So SK and KG are United fans too?
KG is, but SK supports Arsenal. He thinks he's Van Persie. Lol

It was raining right?
Yeah. We went back to SK's house for a moment before coming back out to watch the 2nd half of the Chelsea match after the rain stopped. A few Hindraf people got really mad after Arsenal lost, probably lost a bet or something.

So what's next?
Went back to SK's house again around 2, played CS till 4, and then SK felt hungry, so Mamak till 5, DotA, then slept at 6.40, I think.

Sounds like fun. But you look a little downbeat today.
Maybe because of the lack of sleep? I don't know. I just think that my patience is wearing a little thin on certain issues.

You gotta be resilient.
Have I not been? Honestly speaking, I have no idea why would I tolerate this long. I surely wouldn't if it were someone else. I'm starting to think that maybe it just isn't worth tolerating and waiting for that right moment anymore. Maybe the signs are clear that the need to move on is there.

But certainly this wasn't the case a few weeks back.
Exactly. I don't know what's change. Or maybe what I've thought all this while is just imaginary. Maybe it isn't right all along.

Nevertheless, you had fun trying hadn't you?
Fun is only there if you succeed in what you try. But maybe you have a point. During the peak of my relationship with Carrie, my heart was divided into 2. One, is to have a stable relationship, to have someone always there for you, and a secured future. Which was what I had at that time. The other one was to be free, to have the element of unpredictabality in life, to experience things I would rarely get the chance to experience with when I was in a relationship.

So I presume you're living the latter now. Are you satisfied?
I'm clueless. I really wish I know what I really want.

If that is the case, rushing into something which you're still unsure would seem really unfair towards the other party(s) right?
I suppose in a way, yeah. But still.. Maybe you're right

Take it on the chin ya?
I hope I can..

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